Return and Recover!

I've been played by stupid freaky sickness for this 3 days.

And I so try hard in all directions to make myself get recover.

Now! I'm recovered, I'm BACK!!!

Thank for those peoples who send me the regarding and especially my aunt.

I do very much appreciated to y'all.

Tomorrow is the last day of year 2009, and after we turn into the brand new year 2010.

So any bad thing, sad thing, mad thing, and bla bla bla etc,

all must take it as history and stay tune for your mystery 

year 2010.

At here I wish y'all Happy New Year and all the best for y'all.

Shut Down

I am Freaking Sick now.

Whole body pain, Seriously Headache...and

body temperature is 38.75 ℃.

I have to shut down going to rest now.

T_T

 

I am a question

You people was told me I am but I feel that I'm not.

But every-time I looking back to the thing I had done,

I found that I am......

Finally meet Ape

Alvin and the Chipmunks 2

Yeaa... I did it!!!

It's Nicer movie and both of the Chipmunks and the Chippettes is so CUTE

I rated it 5 Box's pop corn!!!

Merry X'mas TesSeaN

25/12/2009 12:42 AM,

Yeaa...It's Christmas.

Erm...so...Firstly, I want to formally wishing ya'll Merry Christmas.

I believed that ya'll have already figured out the plan to dating or celebrating 

with all ya'll dearest or lover...buddy....friends...family etc.

And don't forget to make a wish,

maybe erm.. Santa Claus will make your wish come true.

And how about to talk something about myself in this X'mas.

Nothing special...no turkey, no wine, no fire works....and erm...no companion as well.

Passed through  with my laptop.Blogging, watching movie....blaaa

aikzzz...It's boring and lonely. 

But it's doesn't matter, I believed next year will be a brand new year for me.

Which is no loneliness, no sadness, no illness, and no boringness.

Assure that I also have a wish for this Christmas.

And I hope it will be come true in some others day.

Lastly,

once again I am wishing all of My Boys and My Girls Meryy Christmas

and Merry Christmas to myself. YeaH =)

The typical for you and me

Everyone of us is always said the same quotation which is

"Others country moonlight is much more brightest then ours" 

But, are you really go and determine or prove it?

It's no way can proved which one is most better one.

Asian said Western Country is great and beautiful, 

and western country was praised Asian is Awesome.

So what is the different?

Nobody is most greatest in this world,

just stay true to you then you are the better one.

Life Themes part 3

Boldness

Live daringly, boldly, fearlessly.

Taste the relish to be found in competition-

in having put forth the best within you.

look small but worth for me

Those items  is something small,

but to me it's always worth.

Life Themes part 2

Confidence

If you have no confidence in self,

you are twice defeated in the race of life.

With confidence, you have won even before you have started.

Life Themes part 1

Cheerfulness

Cheerfulness and containment are great beautifiers

and are famous preserver of youthful looks. 

Art of the Coast

A Piggie~

Him? Definitely you knew this lil kid.

especially his shit*

Something was out of price

钱！

买得到金瓒电话却买不到一句真心话；

买得到一幅名画却买不到一身的才华；

买得到一枚戒指却买不到一个好太太；

买得到一身名牌却买不到一些的愉快；

买得到一栋别墅却买不到一个幸福的家...

Fully of Love

有时不安 满满 因为爱情 满满
不用害怕会明白 这坦白的未来
失去更勇敢 酝酿最醇的爱
我知道我为谁 存在

有时感动 满满 因为爱你 满满
你懂得让我释怀 并肩一起看海
再多的失望 比不上这对白
我的生命因为你 满满

P/S: 什么时候你才会体会到我对你说的每一句话

Family's Day 1,2,3,4s

No.1

No.2
No.3
No.4

BAPE Happening SINGAPORE

Everybody who like BAPE have to listen up to this announcement!

Yes! BAPE SINGAPORE is Go to Opening Soon!!!

Get Ready to Queue for the Opening Tee or visit the Shop List!

Stay tune on 17th December 2009 @ Mandarin Gallery, Orchard.

New Moon Mood!!!!

Finally,we were reached 03/12/2009!!!

Twilight Saga: New Moon start showing on Singapore today!

Yesssss!!!!

Last nite @ Orchard

The beautiful illume I met last night.

It is not space park or something related galaxy.

It is the interior lighting of X'mas Tree @ ION Orchard.

Next...

It an another interesting thing to share with yours.

Especially for those ladies who like Louis Vuitton.

Not doubting that it's a GIANT Louis luggage.

The most giant LV luggage that I never see before.

COOL...............

step to the pressure check point

November was the most shuffled month for me to pass through.

Too busy of my works but I'm look like very free, why?

In this case, I knew that's mean I am more in the pressure situation.

Currently I feel so blue mood, everything like not accordantly to me. Is fighting me...

Is it a good trial for me? I not think so.

But no matter how...I still need to carry on... Cheer up and try My best! =)

Thai Food with YUMMY Taste

How about your dinner tonight?

What's dish of your dinner?

I choose Thai food.

Tonight my main course is Spicy mix Sour Pineapple Fried Rice,

with a Red Rose Sparkling Dracula and Seafood Tomyum to be my side-dish.

When I finish, is only 1 word... YUMMY

2012

2012

This movie is so nicer, the sound effect & the explode technical effect is also awesome.

Good Job. Great 2012

But......

Don't doubt that this <2012> is telling us that,

we have to love and protect the place we are living now.

It's Earth... World, It's our home...

Not only you and me, is all of us have to do.

Human built this wonderful world,

at the same time human was also killing the earth.

P/S: We not only show our love to the person we loved,

have to doing same way to Earth

I have to told u...

"Lover is not a documentation that you can randomly search from google or whatever"

It's not easy to meet a True Love.

But if you did, then cherish the love you have.

Will.U.DO

believing the few words that I want to tell you.

I heart you

TesSean 4in1

Vans,

BAPE Watch,

CLOT MARY,

& TesSeaN in One...

Tell the world,don't even try to give up the street life

Have to Learn it

1. Actions speak louder than words.

2. First "YES", Second "No", Third "Full Stop....."

3. Cherish the life we have; Cherish the love we have.

4. You keep on creating lies and I keep on acting concert with your lies.

5. We need three years to maintaining our love, but we only need three sec to ending our love.

Say no to "Alone", or mybe I say yes

Aikzzzz... I'm staying alone in the house now. It's time to let me thinking of the happen that I've no chance to really look into it. But now,it's a opportunity. Let's go.

............................Few minutes ago.......................................................

I don't mind to let all of you know that I was tearing just now. I have no idea to tell you guys why I got tearing in every single time that I alone. I'd always show that I'm the most happiness people in front of yours. Crazy...funny...playful...talkative...freaky.... It's all that you guys think about me right?

But I knew me. I do knew myself very well. When i staying alone in some quiet place. I know what should I do. I need to cry... Because it is the only opportunity to let quiet and don't need to smile. i smile and happy all the time even though I am so upset. 

Sometime I was trying to say no to alone, but think twice... I have to say yes. 

TesSeaN no.15 coming

tessean no.15 front view

tessean no.15 back view

I'm very happy to have my own tee.

It's very time to did it.

Beside this, the most that I have to thank is Comboutique.

I'll always support yours and hope to get more design for yours to show your professionalism

Two is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought hey
You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true,
That I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,
Is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay 
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true,
That I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,
Is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came

P/S: I hope that I can sing together with you..My lover 

2 months

Hi World...Today was First of November year Two Thousand and 9...

Just to mentioned we have two more months toward YEAR 2010. Sound like we just next to it.

But anyway, seen we just left two months time of year 2009, we just do something special for it.

Do yours did something special in this 2009?If yours not yet have a wonderful memory's of 2009 or maybe yours yet to be done it. Yours have to be hurry up. 

I got more and more special memory's in this year. I got a lot of changes ,a lot good news to make me happy but sure I got a lot of BAD news to make me sad,hurt...bla bla... what else?A lot of thing i been collected, a lots of money I been spent, I knew a lots of new friends (all of them was so nicer to me and I'm very happy to meet'cha,appreciated)

I don't know what else would going to let me remember about year 2009. But I hope in this two months can bring me more good memory's. I SAY GOOD and I want everything is GOOD as well.

I Have to Tell Her

我不能对你承诺爱你一万年；

我只能答应你会爱你每一天。

p/s: 每一次的对话都会让我更爱你多一些

feel unnormal lately...

最近...总觉得自己好不属于自己.

思考时总感觉脑子好疼;

谈话时总是不知不觉地越来越大声.

不时生气...

是真的接不到上气的原因?

时不时的胸口会有些隐隐作痛....又开始疼了...

怎么了?

如果有一天,睡着了就不会起来...永远都不会起来,是一件好事还是坏事?

Today is My Off Day

Finally,I got my Saturday again. my off day ^_^

Firstly, I can sleep and enjoy my rest at any time .

Secondly, I can having some funny movie to decompression.

thirdly,sure don't forget to going out have a delicious foods & shopping for few hours.

It's enough? no... I was still planning bla bla bla......

Officially Missing You

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

ToDay

Boring 21/10/2009 11:25pm

Request for KIV

World...Please Stop for a Short While...

You keep spin against me.

I wish you can stop spinning for a short while please...

p/s: I feel my head so heavy, I can feel that's my brain paining....

Why? No Why

W.H.Y

?.?.?

Need someone to answer it?

Ask god...? No~ the highest will never respond.

Please ask yourself =)

Appreciated

I do remember your high pitch voice.

I do remember your black colour nail polish.

I do remember all those song about you.

I do missing you when I look at your.....

Crystal Apple

p/s: I know how much you give me,how much you love me... It's always in my mind that I'll never forget it. appreciated CL =)

We Do YumCha ~___^

Taste so good, I like it.

Truth~DG please learn it hardly

Yes! I was agree theory is always important,

but just want to tell you

"Theory is Dead;Practical is live"

p/s: DG you need to take note on this,you need it so badly

<< April Bride >> Play " The Rose "

Some say love it is a river 
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor 
that leaves your soul to bleed 

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance 
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live 

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows 
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose

Today Routine

Went to Bishan Library to reading some photoshop reference books -> Have a delicious food for my lunch -> after lunch went forward to Bugis to support COCO LEE (She is pretty and hot..awwww) -> drop by Marina Square to have a movie (April Bride) "its quite a lot of imagination and it's touching, I rated it 4.5 stars =)" -> Finally!! I got back to my home!!! Im damn tired, having a bath ,writing this blog and now iI want to going my sweet bed to spelling zZzzzz...

My Speak Today................

ALL I WANT TO SAY IS THAT

THEY NOT REALLY CARE ABOUT US

FATTY NIGGA & JOKER MASK

YOU GUYS NOT REALLY CARE ABOUT US! 

I SMILE~  

分手后的200封信 T_T

在一次两人共进晚餐的夜晚，女孩跟男孩提出分手的要求 ...
　　男孩起先楞了一下，然后默默的接受了 ...
　　女孩说我们还是好朋友。
　　男孩说：嗯 ~ 对呀！只要你有任何困难，我一定会帮你的。
　　然后像平时一样傻笑 ... 就这样，平静的吃完他们的最后一次晚餐。
　　之后男孩还是每天打电话给女孩。
　　问她过的怎样？回到家了吗？吃饱了吗？
　　女孩虽然觉得有点奇怪，但也理所当然的接受男孩的关心。
　　直到那女孩在一次迁怒的情况下对那男孩说：那跟你没有关系！！
　　男孩淡淡的说：抱歉 ~ 打扰了 ...
　　原来那女孩和他现在的男友吵架了，可怜的男孩成了出气筒。
　　隔了一天后，女孩就再也没有接到男孩的电话了。
　　女孩觉得奇怪，但也没有去多想。

　　又过了几天，男孩还是没有打电话给女孩。
　　女孩心想：搞甚么？才骂他两句就给我耍脾气，真是的。
　　算了，到底是自己理亏，还是我打给他好了。
　　顺便，告诉他男生别要这么小气。
　　可是，女孩打了半天还是没有找到男孩。
　　电话没有人接就算了，可是男孩的电话还已经 "暂停使用" 了。
　　女孩开始觉得奇怪了 ...
　　她跑到男孩的公司找男孩，但是男孩的同事说那个男孩早就离职了。
　　男孩的老板是男孩的好朋友，于是女孩就问他那男孩去了哪里呢？
　　他老板说：我不知道，我也在找他
　　女孩不死心，直接打电话去男孩的家，男孩的家人说男孩出国了。
　　女孩心想奇怪了！男孩的家境并不富裕，怎么可能让他出国呢？
　　(事实上男孩的家境也是女孩跟他分手的原因之一吧！)
　　再说他要出国就算没告诉我，他的朋友也该知道吧？真奇怪呢？
　　满心怀疑的她带着满心的疑问回到家中。
　　突然她发现她的信箱里有一封信。
　　她打开来看 ... 是男孩写的信 ...
　　这下她确定男孩的确是出国了，只是没有说去了哪里。
　　女孩心想：可恶的猪头，走也不会说一声！

　　从此以后虽然女孩没有再见过男孩，但是总会定期的收到男孩的信。
　　特别是重要的日子，如女孩的生日时他会祝她生日快乐并附带礼物，情人节时也不忘祝她幸福和送她鲜花，
　　圣诞节更是不用说，就连女孩考大学都会收到他鼓励的卡片。
　　所以虽然女孩已经很久没有见过男孩了，但是都还能感受到男孩的关怀。
　　只是女孩发现男孩寄给她的信，几乎都是没有寄信住址的，要不然就是转寄的，真是怪了？
　　彷佛是有人直接把信放在她的信箱里的 ...？
　　而且也不晓得为甚么男孩的朋友们都变的对她特别好？
　　不但生日有礼物，还会邀她一起出去玩。
　　更甚的是只要是男孩的朋友而且是女生的话，还会主动邀她去逛街，聊天，讲电话，嘘寒问暖等等。
　　关怀的举动，令女孩觉得奇怪。但时间一久了，女孩也习惯了。
　　那段日子，她觉得好快乐好幸福。直到 ... 女孩有一天发现男孩已经很久没有寄信给她了 ...
　　她觉得奇怪，但心想算了，可能最近男孩比较忙吧？
　　但是一个星期过去了，女孩还是没有收到半封信。
　　她开始慌了 ... 她不知道她为何会慌，只知道她很想看男孩的信 ... 两年以来男孩总是会写信给女孩，特别是在特别的日子里，
　　总有男孩从远方捎来暖暖的祝福，陪她继续走下去 ... 虽然女孩没办法回信 ...
　　这已经是女孩生活的一部份了，但是如今突然之间消失了，女孩发现好像少了一个依靠。

　　女孩开始四处打听男孩的下落。
　　到以前男孩常去的咖啡厅，茶店，书店，网吧 ... 一坐一待就是一整天 ...
　　只希望能看到男孩，但是都没有。
　　男孩好像就此从世上蒸发了。
　　她抱着最后的希望到了男孩的好朋友的公司，
　　问男孩的朋友及同事男孩的下落 ...
　　男孩的同事中有个女生被女孩一问竟然哭了。
　　女孩问她怎么了？
　　公司的老板说：喂 ~ 拿去打给这个人吧！你就知道他去哪里了。

女孩一看，是一张有手机号码的便条纸。
　　女孩很开心，心想，总算被我找到了吧！
　　女孩打了手机 ...：喂 ~~~ ？
　　手机那端传来的是一个男生的声音。
　　虽然女孩已经快两年没见过男孩了，但是她确定电话里的人不是男孩。
　　女孩说：请问 ...
　　对方还没听女孩讲完就说：喔，我知道你是谁了。
　　你找我哥哥的吧？我等你很久了...
　　你现在有时间吗？方便出来吗？
　　我们约个地方详谈吧。你就会明白的 ...
　　女孩一头雾水的来到和男孩的弟弟约定的地方。
　　女孩一看就知道他的确是男孩的弟弟。
　　因为的确是蛮像的。
　　女孩迫不及待的问：你哥哥呢？
　　男孩的弟弟没说话，只是静静的从手提袋里拿出一封信递给女孩。
　　抱歉 ... 其实这封信前几天就该拿给你的了，只是我不知道我应该怎么拿给你，所以才拖到今天 ...
　　原来这两年的信都是你写给我的！？女孩惊讶的问。
　　不不不不！我只是代我哥哥交给你罢了。
　　干嘛要那么麻烦呀？真是的，故作神秘 ...
　　女孩虽然嘴中念念有词，但是还是难掩脸上的兴奋。
　　她打开了信 ...

　　嗨 ~ 小岚，你最近过的好吗？
　　天气开始转凉了，你要自己小心身体啊。
　　书读的如何呢？别太贪玩了知道吗？
　　呵呵 ~ 把你说的像小孩子一样，抱歉抱歉 ...
　　只是，我真的放心不下你。你总是这么需要人关心，需要人保护。
　　不过你放心吧！我已经交待我的死党们要好好照顾你的了。
　　因为在你看这封信的时候，我早就到了一个很远的地方了。
　　我没有办法再继续照顾你了，但我真的放心不下你。
　　所以我用了这个办法来陪你度过接下来的日子。
　　希望你不要介意，但是这封信很可能是我最后的一封信了。
　　因为我的时间到了 ...
　　很抱歉我真的不是不想见你，只是我不愿意让你看到我现在的样子，
　　更加不希望因为我而让你伤心难过。
希望你开开心心的，这是我最大的愿望呀！而且你也快联考了吧。
　　如果因为我害你没考上，我大概永远也没办法原谅自己。
　　因为这是我的最后要求 ...
　　算一算大概有二百多封了吧？呵呵 ~ 希望你不会嫌我太过啰唆。
　　我虽然快离开了，但是我没有后悔曾经跟你在一起过。
　　跟你在一起的日子我很开心。虽然，你最后不是选择我 ...
　　但这样也好，不然我真的不知道要怎么跟你提分手。
　　因为我不想连累你 ... 毕竟这样的我是不可能给你幸福的。
　　跟你分手后，我的身体越来越差了。
　　到了医院检查，医生告诉我，我只有三个月的寿命了 ...
　　还好你提早跟我分手了，不然 ... 呵呵 ~ 你果然冰雪聪明。
　　所以我将日子算一算，照着年历写了二百多封信，
　　再叫我弟弟帮我依照日期寄给你，就好像我还在你身边陪伴着你一样。
　　算算已经有两年了吧？我想你对我的感觉也比较淡了吧？
应该比较能接受这个事实了吧？所以我在这个时候写了这最后的一封信。
　　再说，我也没有办法再写下去了 ...
　　希望你会原谅我，我不知道这样告诉你真相，对你的影响会不会很大 ...
　　如果会，抱歉这次我没有办法再安慰你了 ...
　　我只想告诉你，我爱你 ... 我恨不得能一辈子照顾你。
　　就算最后你跟另一个男子携手走向红毯的另一端，我也希望能继续当你的朋友。
　　但我能吗？我不能了 ... 因为上天给我的时间到了。
　　虽然短促但是我并不觉得后悔，因为我的人生是完整的。
　　就像我们的恋情虽然短暂，但是我觉得还是值得的。
　　谢谢你陪我谈了我今生的第一段，亦是最后一段的恋爱。
　　如果时间能重来，我想我不会去追你 ... 不会去爱上你 ...
　　但过去能重来吗？当然不能 ... 所以我还是伤了你。
　　如果明天的付出，等待，能让你我长相厮守的话，我一定会去做。
　　但我有明天吗？没有 ... 所以我还是会离开你。
　　如果我现在能无牵无挂的离开人间，就表示我已经不再爱你，不再在乎你 ...
　　但我眼角的泪水已经告诉我，我放不下你 ...
　　所以是的，我仍然是很爱你的 ...
　　不要为我哭，因为爱过你我很幸福。
　　割断一段因缘很简单，只要忘记思念的方法就可以了。
　　所以，忘了我吧，小岚。
　　我在天国也会永远祝你幸福快乐。
　　爱你的轩 19**/*/2* XX医院

　　女孩看着信上的日期是他们当时分手的一个月后 ...
　　也就是她跟他说 "那跟你没有关系！！" 的隔天 ...

　　那天天气转凉了，秋天到了。
　　那天晚上，在那男孩的家门前，一个女孩抱着一封信痛哭

Full Loaded,Fed-up and Tired

Full Loaded

I was very stressful in this few weeks.

There are a lot of rubbish need me to clean up.

All those rubbish let me get people throw question and f*ck.

Just like every idiot, stupid and "shit" problem keep happening to me.

I can tell yours, I'm fully loaded...

FeD-Up

Regarding to above I was mentioned...

I mean I'm very bored and feeling annoyed upon  "yours shit."

Do yours really go and look what is the problem to yours shit?

Your all never and never take a look.

End up "yours shit" become my shit so I have to clean in up right?

It's kinda F*ck okay =)

Tired

Yes! I'm admitted that I was very tired to what I have do currently.

"You want to give up"? No!!! I wont and never.

But I just do what I can do,

as long as I done my part.

That's all

zZzzzz....

Shall I Photoshot?

Leica...Lomo...Nikon...?

LOMO 

Leica

Nikon

Camera is always for us to snapshot our good life

我的灵魂

我是谁? 我在做着些什么?

我想要的不是这样吗? 怎么感觉好像迷失了方向?

我的灵魂到底去了哪里?

原来的我一直都是这样不是吗?